To all my lonely motherfuckers out there! Fuck Valentines Day.
There is a good chance that Nobody Loves You!!!! I mean love in that "true love" way, like would die for you and your happiness is their top number one priority in life and they would never do anything to hurt you, etc... There is a chance you'll remain alone forever! There do I sound bitter? lol Well I'm really not. but I suppose I might come across as being quite bitter. I'm correct though, I'm not lying to youbetter start getting comfortable with yourself and who you are outside of a sociological view. Maybe there is a word for when after you're bitter and still know what's up, Maybe its called being Realistic. I am alone for another Valentines Day. I don't have to be, I know that. I have turned down a couple of girls here and there, opting instead to be friends before we went anywhere else with it. Glad I made that choice; I ended up losing all interest in them because they turned out to be worthless sluts. There is not a single woman that I would date right now; they are all wrong for me.
What I want is sooo simple yet it is clearly impossible to find. I want a loyal best friend that likes to have fun and fuck, a lot, monogamously. Apparently that is too much to ask for. That's okay with me though. Whenever I feel lonely, so like all day everyday, I just remember the lowlights, the worst of, all my few relationships, I'm a long term kind of guy always in it for the long haul, I wanted a family and all that good shit, ya know? enjoy it while it lasts, put the blinders on, Well until I end up realizing that, truth be told, I have never actually been loved, not in the true sense of the word. sure I've been proposed to twice, married once, but i had to walk away from both of those situations. Hell, I've actually broken up with every girlfriend I've ever had, except one, I kind of just moved 4 states away without telling her, I know I'm a monster, but she was batshit crazy, anyways back to the point, wait is there a point? 
So I walked away from both situations because those women were decidedly not very in love with me, not the way I define the word. I think they just really liked how funny and smart and calm, cool and collect I am, and probably mostly, the fucking... ah how I love to make love. king girthy the 8th is still like a teenager with that thing where even after I'm done, that mother fucker still stays hard and wants to keep going. bastard is insatiable. I'm pretty good in the sack, My ex's still try to get me back quite frequently, they are constantly trying to hook back up even if just for sex, but the ole' facepalm and stern no has been working so far. I know I should cut off all ties but they are the only ones that I even get the lie of love from, I know its a lie but even the lie tastes good sometimes. I've only been with a few girls but we did it a lot... I'm sure my sex count is much higher than most peoples and I've taken a 2 1/2 year hiatus from all relationships other than pure innocent friendship, and to be honest about that, I only actually have 1 friend, the rest are still at the "acquaintance" level to me (nope, I don't have trust issues...). More people consider me a friend than vice versa. I've learned my lesson, I do not put more effort into building interpersonal relationships with people than they themselves put in. well except my best friend, I would never tell her that but I'm sure I put in more effort than she does. But it's cool, I'm not complaining at all I just realized it as I was writing this, I need to contemplate it further; maybe I'm wrong, but it deserves some analyzing nonetheless. Regardless, she'll bail on me as soon as she finds a hot dickface piece of shit or if she relapses like she is worried about. I highly doubt she'll relapse. And I also know that she means much more to me than I do to her, which is good that we are just friends. She helped me out when I was going through my divorce, more than she knows, hell, more than I'm willing to admit out loud or even in a blog no one reads ;-) 
So today, no matter how lonely you feel, just be glad you're not in a bad relationship. Just be glad! Put on that smile and front to the world like you don't even give a motherfuck about anything but laughing and being positive. Nobody really gives a shit about you and you need to be okay with that. it's not the end of the world, Its just a simple fact, it happens to some of us, no matter how hard we try we get shit on constantly. Just wash yourself off everyday and ignore it all. get stoned and push those negative feelings right out your own ass, just don't be like the rest of them and don't shit on anyone else, just because you're covered in it doesn't give you the right to do it to anyone else, little shit-slinging monkey ass cunts! lol And here I am back to smiling and laughing, it does help to get it out, it does. thanks for reading my rant. fuck you if you don't like it. I don't give a fuck, not any more, I know now that "Nothing really matters... to me" (Queen, bitches!). lol Enjoy your VD, you fucking Sluts and Cunts! hahahahaha
